The the mode of communication and time difference became a problem. We were dieng to talk to each other, hear each other's voice. But, let me tell u, we were not in a relationship. She wanted to be in a relationship with me. Even i wanted, but because of some habits, wishes, etc... i didn't accept or propose her. But, i wanted to hear her voice. Talk to her. Badly. It was like, when i don't hear her voice or chat with her during a day, my mood would be so worse that i won't eat properly, talk with other's properly. Such was the situation with me. Then, i started calling her weekly once or twice. So, we talked more, shared more.. And eventually, i muttered the three words, that she desperatly wanted to hear from me... "I Love You" . And i even promised to marry her. 

                                     This feeling of missing someone so badly was the first for me, though it was not good, but it was one of an experience. We talked through our conflictions, choices, wishes. So, we were finally together. Though separated by physical distance. I came back to India. Wanted to meet her. We planned to meet on our close friends wedding. She was to come to Delhi after a long time, and we planned to meet, spend time with each other. I was really excited about this particular meeting. First time after so many troubles, so many conflicts, were we finally together. So, keeping all these things in mind, i planned to make it make it more special. I bought a necklace for her which i can gift her.But things were again meant to go untimely wrong. 

                                          I went back abroad and was not able to attend the marriage. The necklace stayed with me... Being really upset with this fact, things suddenly took another turn. Two days after the marriage, i was in Delhi again for an emergency situation. Sravyashree was still there in Delhi. So, she came home and met me. By this time, many of my family members knew about her. We went out to a mall. 

First time in Eight long years were we together alone. 

                                    

                                       Though not the best of situation, but i gave her the necklace, actually put it on her. Was a wonderful feeling... Can't express in words. I told her, consider this as the sacred thread. Our first sign of love. Many more to come though. 

Thank you Sravyashree for making it so different. I love you for what you have been to me, and what a you are to me at present.